The chronicles of a Drama queen

And the death wakes.....

2009-04-15T06:13:00.000-07:00

NOOO im not dead.... Tired maybe but not dead thats why the blog was in a semi hiatus moment or period or it was frozen.... whatever makes you happy...

Reasons why im internally busy is :-

1) Prs still as the VP 2 and right now were doing junior selection

2)Music club, i have a post in it, its just confusing right now

3)Equinox aka school newsletter

4) Debate club or more correctly debate representative for the school

5) Adventure Club Volunteer

6)Charity Club Volunteer (seriously need to be more activer in this club)

7) Umm.. Ptem Idol? haha yes i know but ya its hard to explain...

so thats ladies n gents is why i cant update sooner plus the fact that my AS is coming soon (All squished in one small month.... May). So don't expect regular updates ok =) i'll try my best though...

BAM!!!!!

chapter 17 : and this chronicles life....

2008-12-16T23:10:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone!!!

im like insanely mentally exhausted rite now... i think it has something to do with me and a bunch of chocolates but THAT IS MY SECRET haha nways im trying to figure out things in life rite now... yes in other words im in total yoga relaxation thing a ma jig haha i have no idea what i just typed but it sounds cool so deal!!!

So ya bye-bye people love ya haha i shall try to blog again as soon as im not on to much sugar :)

Chapter 16 : and with the wind comes rain

2008-11-27T21:54:00.000-08:00

Maa God!!!! i haven't blog in such a long time that its insane soo first of all im sorry for that... i was pretty busy then i ended up being pretty lazy... :) hey don't give me those accusing stares i mean come on we all get lazy right? so ya i was lazy so ya...

Hmm.....life is complicated nowdays if not confusing i did so many things in a span of 3 months that its insane so ya... but thats life right? it's continuoulsy complicated one way or another:) but hey we all love it anyways.

So ya just for kick im gonna post some stuff...WOW!!!!

Ultraman haha one of my lil cousins toys i forgot how weird they were.....

My newest nephew... very cute aint he?

P.S : OHH i almost forgot happy belated bday hallie

Chapter 15 : When on a night out.....

2008-08-03T00:38:00.000-07:00

~~Ok for those who were curious I like a guy who shall be called patchi and ya i think he’s cute ok, I think he’s super cute so ya he’s very friendly fyi so ya…. hahaha~~

SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!

Man, i'm still very tired from yesterday.... very tired so ya if your wondering why i'm tired its because i went to the dinner the seniors had for the teachers that were leaving the school to continue their studies. The teachers invited were Mr najib, Mr hadi and Mrs jesse who were awesome btw to actually handle the crazy behavior of 31 crazy students.

So ya the dinner went down at Capers and as mentioned before 31 people came ranging from students in Mrs jesse, Mr najib and Mr hadi students ( lil old me was the only junior and non student off all the listed teachers haha)

One word to describe the whole dinner was LOUD and i don't mean like just you know normal loud i mean seriously insanely loud which was crazy i'm surprised we didn't get kicked out hahaha anyway other than that everyone ordered an insane amount of food it was as stated all you can eat so that was not surprising i think almost everyone went through at least two plates of pasta and at least two pizzas seriously insane...

It was honest to god FUN and seriously much more so ya god did i have fun and apparently i was super tires after that to so that wasn't fun but ya who cares....

Thats all from me signing out...

Chapter 14 : When bimboness ensuses

2008-07-28T07:19:00.000-07:00

Hahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahah

yes i know i finally uploaded my blog and yes i have quite a long hiatus no i was not lazy i was just busy freaking busy and couldn't find the freaking time..... hahhahahhahahahha so ya nways so whats been happening umm ya ohh im in charity club now and in effy's words when i volunteered to join she was like "join tah i don't really care" so bimbo me is now in charity hahaha controversial way to join rite hahahahaha.

Ohh ya FILS and NAZZ hahaha *kirai kirai* we all know your both on your path to happiness hahaha man did i scream...... i think i almost lost my voice hahaha

ohh ya tmr prs are going to soas for a convensyen (Sp?) so ya hopefully were gonna nail the freaking song tmr man im seriously mental about that so ya sory though for the people i screamed at tadi i jus lost my temper SORRY I LUV U ALL AND IT WAS AN ACCIDENT:(

Umm ya apa gi ah ohh ya fidz and pijat are going to talk to their "crushes" tmr so ya mark your calanders n untill you guys talk to ur respectful crushes your "gay" in my eyes..... ahahhahahaaahah like effy said AhAkzZzZ hahahhaha man i am so lame right now...

Umm ya thats about it and ohh ya i went to effy's house last sunday so im a upload the pics soon enough and ya umm.... ya

~~i think i like someone hahahha~~

so ya thats a day in my kinda weird life as of now hahaha

Chapter 13 : maybe a little more life......

2008-07-03T23:17:00.001-07:00

So ya i've been not blogging since like forever sorry though i was kinda busy being tired and lazy (NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)

so ya get the main idea of the whole thing.......

So ya for those who knows or don't know i had a ripas attachment and i was like the only pure

language student there(NOOOOOOOOOOOOO) O_O i feel so sad cause i didn't know like half

the terms they were talking about so i like stay quiet when they started asking questions(nooooo) haha so ya pictures of that. event..........

Endoskopi aka beteropong which might i say was freaking interesting

ain trying in vain to understand a doctor's "BEAUTIFUL" handwritting

Both pictures took in the dentist place in airport lama

other than this i have an intresting video of a person getting scoped haha watch on your on consequences pg - 15 ahahaha

So ya other than that i had a bbq at my aunts house so i decided to showcase my cute neices and nephews( take that hazwan your baby aiman is going down that cute baby throne)

Baby aiman and his bob the builder phone another baby aiman piccy he is to cute

Baby izul and his freakishly old mana and angry looking smile

a collection of my cute neices and nephews and a random chic in white ohh ya

thats my sister i forgot ahaha and btw she is totally uncute

Baby aiman and random white chick/sister

omg baby izul is doing the pout haha

Baby izul being himself aka too cute!!!!

so ya other than that i have monday was interesting since i witness a rather funny fight involving waie and duan i might upload the video with their premission of course but untill then we can all wait........

So ya then on Tuesday i had music club auditions which i bommed by the way i seriouslyhave f**king stage fright which was weird and funny considering how i am.......... and and i actually hyperventillate running around not sitting still........ sad really........... but but thanks for those that gave me support l luv u all and u have my thanks and i hope i didn't dissapoint....

Other than that it was the next two days were busy... busy... and well busy so ya and yesterday the prs and mp had sembahyang hajat at the mosque which was cool i was kinda dissapointed at the numbers but hopefully next time there would be more.....

BUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTT the creme de la creme o the day was not that noooo ladies and gents it was this a video of ezat screaming or squelling like a girl haha you pick

and that is followed with a picture for the memories.........

Ezat the manly man hahaha

So ya thats about it if i feel like it i might go and like randomly uploud more stuff but until know ana is out (haha very original i know)

Chapter 12 : How the picture flies or some random thoughts

2008-06-20T03:28:00.000-07:00

ok can i say i was feeling excessively bored and arandom and found pictures? probably not but hey at least i tried....

So ya I can savely say pictures taken during different intervals and stuff thus the order might or might not make sense.... does that makes sense haha cause it sure did't make sense to me... ANA MENTAL MUCH....YES.....VERY MUCH SOOOOOO...................

This was during the prs charity sale thingy haha totally random

No, thats not ice cream its full whip cream = to high dosage of sugar = genius me going crazy hahah.....

That ladies and gents is my sister.... opps brother who concentrated playing games so much that he didn't notice my lil sis slipping a hair ribbon on him..... he reminds me of hazwan... ahaha random thought of the day.....

another totally random photo during prs charity sale............ funnn...........i want brownies........

ohhh i remember this the willy moving to md prank..... this was the paper we distributed around for people to sign... ahaha they totally fell for that one as obvious to their signs and stuff.....

same as the one on top.... but this one less noticeble don't you think?

during the prs charity sale haha i actually plan on taking the picture so you could like see all the stains but no such luck.... and... the principal scolded me cause i had stains all over my baju kurong and tudong...........*reminiscint her last day in pte*

Chapter 11 : The evilness from within Or something like that

2008-06-11T04:13:00.000-07:00

So.... so i was like innocently going through people's blog( no seriously i was innocently going though people's blog not trying to plan their demise or anything seriously a face like mine can't be that evil...... ok so that's a lie. i'm rotten in the inside.... on second thought i'm on the fence about that..... ) and guess what i innocently discovered?

Zimo linked me and it was listed as Hasnah Ebil....He call me ebil i mean damn u princess zimo damn u all. You are like a plague of bad spellings i can't stand the sight of that hidieous word..... my eyes are burning i tell you burning.....

So ya moving on......................

last saturday the prs had a charity sale and it went like superb... well maybe a little bit too superb..... cause well I HAD PAINT ALL OVER MY CLOTHES CAUSED BY VERY MEAN PEOPLE.....I WAS ALL CUTE AND NICE AND THIS IS HOW YOU GUYS REPAY ME BY PUTTING PAINT ALL OVER ME....... SHAME ON YOU ALL FOR BULLYING A CHICK......

So these are the names of the people i painted on that faithful day :-

Zimo - haha got him in the face, hand and last but not least the creme de la creme the hair and it was yellow damn should have use orange or purple.... oh well next time works too

Asri - the dude got like blue paint on his face and like yellow paint on his hair.... and i think he's shirt too but shhh that wasn't me..... i think...?

Faizul - i got like blue paint on his face and his hair and his shirt and he was like so nice and still belanja me pop ice..... haha thanks faizul

zimah - well i had blue paint on her face but yeah she was like bring it on so it was like awesome.....

K.amali - i forgot where i paint him but i know i almost got his hair almost here Being in bold.

and some other random people i don't remember but seriously HALLE I'm gonna get u i swear or something like that....

and..... oh....

my guitar string snapped aka putus and it was like so suddenly i was all "snap, it snapped" and you should have seen my face when i said that all dramatic and stuff......

and... and....

i got accepted for the ripas attachment coolness(that's my word of the month coolness aint it?) and a couple of my friends are going..... yes, including you caesar your my friend tooo....:)

anndddddddddddddd what else..........??????

ohh i know i think that I ROCK PEOPLE AND I AM NICE OK IM BIPOLAR AND EVIL MOST OF THE TIME AND I EFFING ROCK.....

..................I EFFING ROCK....................

COOLNESSS

Chapter 10 : Tagged.... huh?

2008-06-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

I got tagged by none other but effy haha so here it comes :

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
- hmm tricky i say 25ish is a good time

2. Where will you go if someone sponsored your ticket?
-haha easy i wanna go to europe no, not just uk i mean the whole of europe via train or something fancy like that

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
-I love to sing seriously its either that i go mental n bug my friends HAHA (i feel sorry for them cause they have to put up with me like everyday.... but who cares HAHAHA)

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
- I say to an extent yes but still not as much as anyone would like love buys happiness.....(ah moment)

5. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
-I know i want a gizzilion dollars then i can make my other dreams come true :)

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- Nope, i'll probably die of starvation and like pain of not having enough shoes,clothes etc haha

7. What don't you like about yourself?
-i get annoyed so easily sometimes it just bugs me.....

8. What do you understand about life?
- When life gives u lemons make coke and let them think how u did that so what i'm trying to say is life is seriously suprising and if u have the chance to stump peoples head do it...

9. What do you usually like to spend on?
- Ohh a good cuppa, chick stuff and last but not least SUSHI!!!!!

10. List 3 good points of the person who tagged you?.
- Effy - She's super hyper, funny and is seriously fun to be around with

11. List 3 of your idols who you want to meet?
-Easy i wanna meet john lennon, kurt cobain and last but not least shakesphere(alas they are all dead..... so sad)

12. Are you in love?
- I'll get back to you on that one

13. What is your ambition?
-a career in either journalism or psychology or hey maybe singing(aka wishful thinking but one can hope rite?)

14. In 4 words, describe yourself.
- Loud, spontanious,loyal,cheery

15. What do you think is the most important person in your life?
- my mother cause she's been through alot and she still stick there in the end....

16. What is the most embarrassing moment in your life you can't forget?
-haha well this is kinda complicated, happen in form 5 did the most senseless thing during a israk mikraj assembly.

17. If you had a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
- My lazinesss.......

18. What music have you been listening to recently?
- Wow , i can get sexual too by say anything and eve 6 - inside out (love this song...)

19. Most funniest experience?
- haha probably the time when my shoe went flying down the stairs haha cinderella much?

20. What would you do if you feel emotional?
- i'll go somewhere and just stare at the endless sky

INSTRUCTIONS:Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

Me wants : Zed, qieb,hazwan, halle and.... pittsy

Chapter 9 : A sense of time and direction

2008-06-02T05:20:00.001-07:00

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, no im not dead i might be deadly tired n well mentally exhausted (as evidence to my crazy behaviour during the prs meetings today) haha well as mentally unstable i am, i'm perfectly sane..... maybe haha who knows god i really need to channel ,my sugar rush hahaha.

So i'm offically 2nd vp of the prs(haha yea me) n its a great job haha. and and ZIMO SUCK UP ARAH MATHS TEACHERNYA HAHAHAHAHA seriouly that was so funny i HAD A STOMACHACHE LAUGHING SO HARD HAHAHA.

AND I WAS SO MENTAL IN UN MEETING ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY( ok it was super funny and well i have people to proof it haha)

So anyway EMO CLUB DAY ROCKS HAHA 28th may emo day n... effy we should have like another day for emo day so that i'll be 2 emo day celebration a year haha

ohh i'm so gonna take pictures.....

willy like lied to the whole e.lit and eas class that he was gong to move and THEY FALL FOR IT BWHAHAHAHA( n they were all sappy n shit.... guess who planned it?:) EVILLLLL)

N...... i feel................ HYPER (u think with all the caps on...? hahaha)

N...N..... halle n me practiced our song for the music club auditions n WE ROCK......

Chapter 8.1.A : Laughter in disguise

2008-05-18T05:40:00.000-07:00

Ohh i love this song its called She had the world by Panic at the disco and well it really is a lovely song and well abot sad if u know the lyrics for real...

She held the world upon a string

But she didn't ever hold me

Spun the stars on her fingernails

But it never made her happy

Cause she couldn't ever have me

She said she won the world at a carnival

But she could never win me

Cause she couldn't ever catch me

I, I know why

Because when I look in her eyes

I just see the sky

When I look in her eyes

Well I, just see the sky

I don't love you I'm just passing the time

You could love me if I knew how to lie

But who could love me?

I am out of my mind

Throw an old line out to sea

To see if I can catch a dream

The sun was always in her eyes

She didn't even see me

But that girl had so much love

She'd wanna kiss you all the time

Yeah, she'd wanna kiss you all the time

She said she won the world at a carnival

But I'm sure it didn’t ruin her

Just made her more interesting

I'm sure it didn’t ruin her

Just made her more interesting

I, I know why

Because when I look in her eyes

I just see the sky

When I look in her eyes

Well I, I just see the sky

I don't love you I'm just passing the time

You could love me if I knew how to lie

But who could love me?

I am out of my mind

Throw an old line out to sea

To see if I can catch a dream

It gives a sort of gives of a feeling of melancholy and this sort of sadness because of the fact that somethings you just can't have and in this case the girl who had everything and the guy who just wouldn't give her the time of day or something like that...

Chapter 8.1 : Hey maybe just maybe

2008-05-18T00:42:00.001-07:00

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Chapter 8 : Maybe to serious?

2008-05-17T23:13:00.000-07:00

Well i have a confession a very serious one at that and well.... I think zahid is a jerk hahaha well no just joking and no slaming me on your blog cause unfortuantly for you i can read and well read.. but seriously don't call me midget i'm already short and well those terms arn't making me a happy person ( i'm just vertically challanged ok...)

Anyway i was nominated to be the president of PRS along with well eight other people and haha that was kinda a suprise (well a little....) and we had to talk infront of everyone and introduce ourselves and all the things related and despite what my friends said that i did well i was a nervous wreck inside and going first did not help ( Zimo i know u did that on purpose u will die on monday ohh wait i'm busy my schedule is free on thursday so ya god i even have to plan sudden deaths i feel so sad....)

ohh and i'm preety sure i'm not getting the job cause well there were more better and qualified people than me so i'm not putting my hopes up for the job.

So ohh thanks for those people that linked me up i could like hug u but then its not really possible through the computer/laptop/mac screen so ya hehehe

p.s i just notice i didn't have a poll in the first place hahaha ohh bimbo much seriously hehehe

Chapter 7 : Ohh he's a handsome women

2008-05-15T19:28:00.000-07:00

Haha well i was going through my old kiddie pics today and i could not believe how much of a dude i looked like back then no seriously no joke i look more handsome then most dudes these days(no not using old shakesperean language to describe that i was hot :) haha) so really maybe if im in a good mood i might scan it nad upload it to the blog and i probably(sp?) would if you guys ask about it so start spamming my tag board or clicking the poll hahaha well that's bout that.

Chapter 6 : A little to close

2008-05-14T19:38:00.000-07:00

Guess where i'm writing this rite now? haha in my socio class in the lab seriously it's either i'm crazy or suicidal well probably(sp?) both haha anyway so i'm kinda bored right now so ya

p.s : linky to my bloggie haha just tell me and i will nways im a performer ( haha random thought i swear sometimes i have add)

Chapter 5.1.A : A case of continuation and more and more

2008-05-14T04:39:00.000-07:00

Just remebered that i got like 3 out of my four assesments test papers these few days and woohoo i did great.... well not tres great but good enough and i pass all my current tests anyway so yea for me. So the scores are

E.AS : 50ish or 60ish hehe i forgot

Psychology : i'm preety sure around 50ish maybe?

Sociology : well a 48 (but still i had like the highest

mark in my socio class and i think a few other

classes so im awesome)

haha well at least i'll live through this tragic ordeal haha.

p.s : zahid had like the second highest score in my socio class but hey he's not that important n well its my blog so haha

Chapter 5.1 : A case of continuation and more

2008-05-14T03:45:00.000-07:00

Ok so i felt like i had something to say so here it is. I have to much crap on my sholders right now seriously i mean well not so much that i'm dying or anything more along the lines of to much and i really need like a moment of breather.

Don't get me wrong or anything i love what i'm doing but i really need a breather from well everything like a day where nothing happens at all really thats all i want but hey thats like telling the time to stop or saying that ur a vegitarien when you still eat meat so ya i know that its preety much without purpose in a sense.

But still i love everything thats going on right now seriously feels like i belong perfectly somewhere unlike when i was in my previous school which shall not be mentioned(hint : its an all girls school in lambak area)

So anyways sure life is tres difficult right now but hey all one can do i cope and do the best they can right?

Chapter 5 : A case of continuation

2008-05-14T02:34:00.001-07:00

So i finally post like 10% of the candid shots i took(haha really?) so ya it took a tres long time to upload these so seriously be happy people aite? cool haha

Zahid wat u holding rite there?

Ahh fatyn need help? ohh wait im holding a nickel so im busy...
Willy the tall weird giant(haha joke)

I'm gonna get that face frontol shot of u one day waie u wait and see

Wat's this a shot of a chinese dude call haylie? haha

Chapter 4 : How A girl went Camera Crazy

2008-04-30T19:43:00.000-07:00

So hazwan brought his camera to school and i took like tons of candid photos of well eveyone that i know so ya it was cool(note to self always be discreet when taking candid photos or else will get chase around the school)

equinox time haha they seem so busy don't they?

fadz and his red laptop

Chapter 3 : How boredom causes confusion

2008-04-23T22:24:00.000-07:00

So i watched a play lastnight and it was just OK yes but hey i had so much fun with all the new friends i made. It makes me think that on a more different circumstances i would never have met those people they were just faces in passing around school. Now i'm just waiting for a someone to just post up the pictures taken from that night so that i could link it to the blog so ya he better post it up fast hahaha........

Chapter 2 : The Death Of A Truck

2008-04-16T19:53:00.000-07:00

Yes unfortunatly the big Mr T tought it was a good idea to have a in words more eloquent"a play". Yes.. ladies and Gents you've heard me right well in this case read me right and the matter of the play is non other than a fiction work by Durrell toads and the monkeys. Not only are we doing Durrell's work, we're doing the singing boys part yes how my group will fill the language room with sweet singing melodies haha maybe not:) but still such things are what one should hope...... on a lighter note i'm offically a prs for pteb hey good times..........:)

Chapter 1 : Oh, he who humors me in e.lit class

2008-03-12T01:24:00.000-07:00

New year starts well normal in any case but not what we're here for..... Meeting tons of new faces and tons of old faces. Well not that old but you get the idea right? so today something super funny happened in the forever cold elit class....

My partner in crime the rather allusive and kinda bi polar rainbow(joke my friend joke) was falling asleep in class. I'm sure you're all asking what difference does this one "sleeping in class" moment has well despite his droopy eyes our favourite rainbow hands was still moving copying unintelligible things our sir was saying.

My other friend who shall be called "tall" in this blog alerted me to this funny situation , with my trusty eraser in hand I threw it and bull's eye, I hit the target on the nose such awakening the currently diligently working sleeping beauty